Dark Mean - Happy Banjo
I’d like to be all hard-boiled and say I’m no longer a twat keeping a blog about squishy and inconvenient feelings, but I suppose this year the feelings aren’t so inconvenient, and I don’t feel robbed of anything in my own life despite a quiet but persistent wish to be with you again. This time last year I didn’t want to cage anyone or be caged and that’s still the case as long as I’m in this country.
But maybe in 2010, I should drop the tough act and just be the soft person I haven’t dared to be. I’m really glad things happened. I’m not worried about how they’ll work out- even if they don’t.
—update— I really overthink this. We simply are. I am silly.